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- America, I Have Failed You My Country
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by Mohamed
Khodr
On January 20, 2001 America
proudly and peacefully witnesses the inauguration of President George W.
Bush as its 43rd President. The peaceful transfer of government and power
on this day despite a raucous and divisive election is a testament to our
democracy, constitution, and foresight of our founding fathers.
As Americans we are truly
blessed by the freedoms and rights guaranteed to all citizens by our
constitution and bill of rights.
We value our freedom of
speech, freedom of religion, freedom of ownership, freedom of movement,
freedom from an oppressive government, freedom of assembly, our right to
pursue injustice and due process, freedom to pursue our life's dreams, our
liberties and our happiness that we live in a free land where our
government rules by the consent of the people.
How little we appreciate our
blessings and how little we as Americans know that we the MANY have
surrendered much of these freedoms to the FEW.
The few who have hijacked our
freedom to know and our freedom to act.
The few who have the money,
the access, the tools of communication, the skills to spin and
manipulate, the corrupters with the audacity and aggressive tactics to
ensure success for their protgs and single minded issues.
The few who have spent
billions of dollars to ensure a government beholden to them and not to us;
the few who write, edit, and filter the words, images, and actions of our
government to serve their purpose while giving us just enough to satisfy
our minimalist demands.
. Why has our country gone
from "WE THE PEOPLE" to "WE THE FEW"? Affluence,
Influence, Apathy, Alienation, Intellectual Laziness, Selfishness,
Impatience, and a passion for the quick, easy, simple, bottom line self
satisfying mental thought and physical satisfaction. In other words, its
OUR fault, yours and mine.
I, too, have failed my country
in this regard. We as individuals and as a society have mentally and
physically degenerated to a thoughtless superficial existence swimming
aimlessly in an overwhelming sea of "NOISE".
Will someone please give me a
cassette, a Cliff's notes or video on "HOW TO UNDERSTAND WHAT THIS
PSYCHOBABBLE ALL MEANS?." There's the rub, America.
Try to listen to the
conversations of others or better yet listen to your own conversations
with others. Do you tend to focus on "entertainment issues"
(Survivor, Temptation Island, Madonna, Fashion: i.e.. what's the latest
"hottest" fad, movie, entertainer, gift, diet, drink etc.).
Do you focus on
"sports"--the salary of a ballplayer, the super bowl as an
excuse to gather in a home for beer and nachos, your children's games
etc.?
Do you talk about the weather
daily? "isn't it gorgeous outside or can you believe this weather or
I bet you it's them satellites up there screwing with our weather or our
weatherman is wrong again".
Do you focus on "money
issues"--my salary, pension plan, 401k, stock market, treasuries,
CD's, your bank's customer service."
Do you discuss
"things'--(I just bought a new car (it actually has a soul just like
the commercial says, I just bought the latest computer, the latest video
games, video camera, TV, gifts, jewelry, clothes etc.).
Are you always talking about
your children to others or occasionally your parents. Does your life and
weekends revolve on TV, sex, drugs, food, fun, and emails?
Do you know who your
neighbors are, have you invited each other to coffee or meals, do you
know much about their family life, or are you content to see each other
at the mail box, garbage dump, or passing each other.
How many hours a month do
you meet with people just for conversation with the radio, TV, and
stereo shut off?
Do you have many friends who
call you on your birthday, when you're sick, just drop in to see you or
take you to lunch?
Is sending your mother and
father a card once a year the fulfillment of your parental duties?
Do you go to a place of
worship out of a sense of duty or love or is religion relegated to the
comedy channel?
Do you feel tense in a
crowded elevator unable to start a conversation?
Do you cross the street when
someone is dressed funny with tattoos of a different color is
approaching?
Everyone in America loves to
whine and complain about everything. Our work dominates our lives and
gives us purpose for waking up. We "clutter" our world with
"noise" and complain that "Time" is our enemy. Where
does the time go we ask? In this big beautiful country we live by
"small" talk.
This is just a sampling of
our "pursuit of happiness'. America is hip, hot, hungry, and
intellectually humbled.
It is tragic beyond belief
that even University faculty, graduates, political leaders, and our
media are just as uninformed (beyond their individual fields) and
superficially minded on world affairs as our general population, after
all that's where they come from.
Time constraints,
competitiveness to be the first, insecurity, fear of ignorance and
failing, search for economic and personal reward and our American
personality trait to avoid conflict and confrontation is a prime "tabulae
rasa turf" for the "FEW" to indoctrinate our psyche, our
thoughts and spoon feed us our opinions.
We have become the lost
sheep of the west in need of a nursing shepherd.
Our priorities our simple:
be rich, happy, successful i.e. the "pursuit of happiness"
with "liberty" FROM caring, loving, touching, worshiping,
learning, a serious thought, a serious conversation, a serious friendship, a
serious relationship, a serious involvement in neighborhood, community,
city, state, and country, a serious attachment to the "others"
unlike us and the world.
Our "world" is the
boundary lines of our home, apartment, car, office, computer and what
concerns me.
We live by the
"herd" mentality. If there's a joke about any religion we
laugh although inside we are uncomfortable. It's our desperate need to
conform and fit in. A comedian who bashes God has more respect than a
man of the cloth. After all we're "men and women" of the new
millennium--whatever the hell that means.
Our world is superficially
bliss because we tout ignorance. A student is ostracized for raising
his/her hand too often in class, a girl is alienated because she doesn't
"put out" on dates, a boy interested more in schools than
girls is gay, teens are ashamed to be seen with their parents in the
mall, parents must work two jobs to buy Nike's $200 sneakers for their
child.
Oh, my lovely America, who
is responsible for this degenerative decadence in our spirit. Why don't
we care anymore? Why is our existence defined by "in" or
"out"; "yes" or "no", "black" or
"white", "for me" or "against me"? Are we
so simple that we can only manage dichotomous decisions?
What the hell is happening
to me that no one wants to talk about serious issues like death and
life, religion, poverty, pollution, racism, domestic and international
issues, too many bombs and too much killing, hunger, health, water,
global warming, the ozone, parenting, taking care of our elderly?
Besides special interest groups "we the people" are numb and
dumbed with too much "noise" and too much radiation from
incessant talking image filled boxes that define our "life du
jour".
Is there anyone out there
interested in Peace and Justice anywhere and everywhere? If not, then
let me end with a clich you'll understand: "Beam me up God, for
there is no intelligent life down here."
Whazzzuppp!!! America, my
country "'tis of thee, from sea to shining sea I have failed your
promise and blessing to me: WE THE PEOPLE have failed you.
God have mercy on us all and
forgive us our ungratefulness to His many blessings and for our failure
to stand up for peace and justice for all humanity.
Mr. Mohamed Khodr is an American
Muslim physician and a native from the Middle East. He has worked in
Academic Medicine and Public health with national and international
health experience. He is a freelance writer who often writes columns
on the Palestinian cause, Islam and on America's Foreign Policy in the
Middle East. He lives in the Washington DC area.
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